you come through

everything is tough and hurtful when to think of it.

people aren't what they were - what actually is obvious.

but always the little part of me believes that some will stay.

but they are not. so i only can live by myself.

 

tegel see

 

i need to give some space. give some time.

to me and to others.

time doesn't heal, but space is important.

just take some breaths.

berlin memories

 

i'm just in the place i've always been.

on my own, in my room, with a tea and writing posts, listening to music.

i still need to focus on my three aims, one of which is losing weight!

it's not that easy, but i hope slowly, slowly and it will work out.

as it comes to people, they are the most changable things in life.

so i need to get used to it and don't expect anything, don't even count on friends.

it's impossible. and now i need to forget about the future. 

memories will always stay with me, at the tiny moments - feeling and accidents were real.

today is quite a chill day. maybe finally without going out.

again i need to think through all the things i eat and should eat, and make a list.

just music, working on body and thinking about moving out.

nothing else matters as nothing's more shocking anymore.