can't sleep through the tears

 

nothing i can do about it. nothing i can change.

 it doesn't depend on me. but i don't wanna take a part in it.

script is the same. in all the ways. and this is the last time.

i prefer and choose not to be. need to go further. not stuck in here. 

and nothing can change that. cause nothing will ever. no chance. 

just do it, don't wait. i don't wanna wait.

something in the air

 

 every moment brings disappointment. hard to hold on even for a few days.

sad the truth is. and even sadder that my mind can't believe it.

but the truth is truth. i just can't look into its eyes. i need to be far.

the end of end

 

 

 

 

i only feel like crying. never loved and never will be.

the love never given back. i'm impossible to do anything more. 

i'm nothing more in this life. and i don't want any of these.

i'm nothing here. and i feel too much, like it turns into nothing.

i can't even write.

lonely loner

 

 it didn't work out unfortunately.

the brightest flame burnst quickest

 

 it's me.

and today it will be the end of me.

last time, last moment.

thank you.

we'll find out what's next.

no tears to cry, no reasons why

 everything's so much complicated and hard.

don't want to take part in any of this.

i have enough, anyway no relief gonna come.