as i sat sadly

 everyday facts make me sad. people change. feelings change.

and i'm all alone in this. maybe i'm not, but i feel so.

and i don't feel comfortable with myself. not today for sure.

will think about it afternoon. but i feel lost. and i am.

nothing can do to keep

i could never love again. he's the only one for me.

 there is nothing i can do to keep from crying.

 

 

i need more now, i want more now

 

 i'm only waiting for the change. but while everything is changing, this thing is unchangeable.

i'm too sad to breathe or live.