forever not

 i again need to accept. accept what is going on. accept that everything is changing.

accept that eveything happens for a reason. accept that everyone has a right to feel what they feel.

accept that every moment is fleeting. every moment ends right away. and i will not be the one beloved.

it's just so hard to accept, seems impossible. even when i'm telling it myself.

no more reasons. everything is the past. it's too sad.

some windows

 

 only the acceptance. the acceptance of rejection. the most painful, but only this one can save you.

accept facts. people go. and it is not your fault. everything changes. nothing lasts too long.

the lesson is to accept changes. accept changing. accept that you cannot change any of the feelings.

different time, different place - i'm sure.

but for now, only the accaptance. you did your best. and you always do. be yourself and accept.

 

 no more love. no more hope for love.

but i decided to stay here for a little longer.

need to just focus on myself. my art, my music.

a little bit on earning some money.

need to do such things as: clothes selling, guitar selling, 

look for some other options to earn money.

record two songs, think of another.

eat less, move more, take care of food and my body.

cuddle myself in lonely moments.